Life is full of learning experiences. I’m learning that friends are not forever, and when it comes down to it, you have to make a choice. Live in the past or move on with your life. As much as it pains me to leave this friendship behind, I know that it is time to grow up and know that when it comes down to it all in the end, my true friends will be by my side when I need them.

I took advantage of having someone that understood me in this unfamiliar place. And never once will I regret having her in my life. Maybe one day, in good time, we will be friends again. Maybe not best friends, but friends all in the same.

I’ll always be here for her if she needs me, just as I am with all the other people that I consider/considered friends.

For all those who were once my “ride or die’s” know that even though we have lost touch, I’m here for you too. I need you all in my life…even if we aren’t always talking. I treasure the 2 minute conversations, the glimpses into your lives that you now lead.

Know that even though I’m not around, it doesn’t mean I don’t care. I have just gained a new outlook on life. I have new responsibilities that most of you don’t…yet. I choose to be a mother and wife above everything else because I know that family is forever. Some of you are the lucky few who have gained the status in my life to be considered practically family. And I love you guys.

I’m always a phone call, email, IM, or message away. Never hesitate to call upon me when you need my help. I may not always be there physically…but that doesn’t mean I’m not there. I shared a great deal of my life with a few of you and I wouldn’t give those years for anything. Others, well, I shared many memorable aspects and changes in my life with you, created some great memories, and a few inside jokes that no one will ever understand. And these are the moments that I will treasure no matter the outcome of our friendships.

To all of you, if you feel that you fit into this, you are a huge part of my life, an important part. Thank you for the great times and I hope this helps you see into my eyes, despite our misunderstandings and fallouts.